Monday, 22 July 2013

Cyber Love: Chapter #18

we arrived to the airport and i quickly walked in and called him again and this time he DID answer! but to my surprise he was right behind me!! i turned around and found him there!...


i dont know what happened to me next! i wasnt thinking straight! i just ran up to him and hugged him crying "latroo7 fahad! allah y5aleek! la tatrekny mara thanya! please! please! please! dont leave! i need you wallah! ana 7mara ana '3abya ana elly mafakart 3adel! *i started crying even heavier* fahad a-ana a7bk! l-latroo7 3-3an-ny mara thanya!"


i finally stopped crying and looked up at him! i cant believe this! he was crying! he hugged me backk and pulled me to one side 3shan m7d echikna and he said " ee inty 7mara w kalba w '3abya bas a7bch w amoot feech w musta7eel ahidch!"


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*two weeks later*


i know kilshy 9ar bsir3a bas im ready! im gonna be his wife! today is the end of my old life and the beggining of a new one!

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so this is the end since i cant blog anymore i desided to finish the story with on last chapter! goodbye forever!

Monday, 4 March 2013

READ! PLEASE!

sorry to all the people that were waiting for a post! my laptop was broken and i had to get it fixed and now its ok so inshala i will post by this weekend! i love you guys so so so so so so much and btw i made a new ask AND twitter for thous who didnt get the memo: twitter: @PlaylistOfLove_ ask: http://ask.fm/PlaylistOfLove143 

xoxo 
-S

Monday, 11 February 2013

IMPORTANT!!!!!

PEOPLE MY OLD TWITTER GOT HACKED AND THEY ARE SENDING SPAM LINKS SO PLEASE REPORT SPAM AND FOLLOW ME ON MY NEW ACCOUNT @PlaylistOfLove_ AND PLEASE GIVE ME SOME FEEDBACK FOLKS :( THNX!!! LUV U GUYS SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!!! 
PS: I CLOSED MY ASK ACCOUNT, SORRY !! 

Sunday, 10 February 2013

Cyber Love: Chapter #17

Me: So how did we meet?

(HE LOOKED HURT AS I ASKED THE QUESTION??!)

Fahad: Umm... in a kitchen.. *chuckle* well you see, inty kinty nazla tishrebeen may w... *someone cut him off*

............: w shno? matisti7een 3ala wayhech Zaino! w int! *a tall figure approached us and went straight to fahad and punched him right in the face and he fell on the ground and his nose was bleeding*

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he turned around and i got a closer look to find.......











 a guy? but the weird thing is he looks so much like my brother! weird, maybe we're related??! wait why is he looking at me like that? he's looking at me the same way Fahad looked when i asked him how we met! wait who is this guy! he looks so familiar!

*FLASHBACK*

     i was in this modern house! it was really HUGE!!! i was wearing:







Me: 9agooor ti2a5arna!!

9ager: inzain, inzain. kany birazt!

     he came down wearing his dishdasha!

Me: i have to admit, you do look hot!

9ager: adry adry mayta 3alay

Me: malat 3alaik (i stuck my tongue out at him)

9ager: 5ala9 inzain asif. yalla inroo7.

me: yalla

     and we left! he dropped me at a wedding and told me that he'll see me later then left (for the mens wedding i guess?)

*end of flashback*

     wait so thats 9ager! thats him! the guy i had a crush on as a child! my bestfriend! the only guy i trusted back then! this is him! the guy that threatened me!

     alot of memories were flooding my mind! my mom! my dad! my brother! my cuzns! everything... all at once!! i cant take it anymore! i bent my head down and held it! it hurt so bad! i tilted my head up towards the sky and screamed my heart out!! and suddenly everything went black......

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I woke up in a white room! hospital im guessing :)! only my mom and brother were here! i quickly sat up remembering everything that happened before i blacked out! my mom came running towards me saying "zayoon 7by! tathkereeny!? ana omich! zayoon tikfain gooly ee!! "

Me: ee yuma haw shfeech!?

Mom: *started tearing up!* el7imdila ya rab!!!

they both came and hugged me then went to call the doctor! he checked up on me and told me to rest! i was alone in the room so i started walking around the room and found a small box with an A4 paper folded under it!
 the box had:


it said:

hey zain! im sorry! im really sorry! i didnt mean to cause you this much pain! i didnt mean to be the reason for your grief! you dont know how much it hurts me seeing you like the for the past few weeks! i used to visit u every night without anyone knowing i used to kiss your forehead before leaving hoping it would turn out like one of those Cinderella story and you would wake up! i used to pray you'd get better every single day!! I havent cried in YEARS and now im crying!! zain i love you and i always will! i thought you hated me and loved Rashid instead so i thought u were happy i wanted u to be happy so i let it go but u dont know how much it hurt me! i couldnt eat or sleep! when i heard your voice the day you woke up i thought i was dreaming! i felt like the happiest man on earth! but when they told me you forgot everything! that you forgot me that you forgot US i thought that destiny gave me another chance to prove my love and passion towards you! but when it all happened i realized that all i ever bring u is pain so i decided to stay as far away from you as possible! thats when me and my brother decided to go studying in paris for the next 2 or 3 years and so i can help you forget me! i love you dont you ever forget that! im doing this because i love you! we are leaving sunday morning! so if you need to tell me anything tell me before i leave. get well soon! and goodbye zain i will miss you...
p.s: aljazi is my cousin AND i5ty bel ri'9a3a fa i didnt ever cheat on you my love! goodbye zain i love you, i really do!




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there were tear drops on the paper!

i started crying after i finished because i realized something too! and that something is really important! i love FAHAD! i love him so badly it hearts hearing goodbye!
WOW!!



omg! what day is it!! its Sunday SHIT!!!! its 6 am maybe he still didnt leave! i quickly called my mom and asked if i can go to reema's to get something with the driver she said ok. i called reema on the way to her place! i went to get reema! and we left to the airport i kept pinging and calling him but it appeared as busy! that means he's still here!!! we arrived to the airport and i quickly walked in and called him again and this time he DID answer! but to my surprise he was right behind me!! i turned around and found him there!...

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SORRY FOR THE LATE POSTS I HAD EXAMS!! WISH ME LUCK I DIDNT SEE MY GRADES YET!!! I MISSED YOU GUYS SO MUCH! AND INSHALA FROM NOW ON IM GONNA WRITE BEL KETHEER EVERY TWO WEEKS! LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!! <3<3

Tuesday, 8 January 2013

Cyber Love: Chapter #16

Fahad: Zain!!?

Me: F-fahad...

Fahad: Zain! e7imdella 3al salama! zain wallah ana asif 3ala elly 9ar!...

Me: leesh? shno 9ar!

Fahad: ma tit'thakerain??!

Me: umm aa... *my eyes started tearing*

    (Faye took the phone from my hands and started talking to him...)

 FAYE'S POV:
 
     i took the phone from her since she looks like she cant handle it...

Fahad: Zain shfeech?

Me: Halla Fahad! ana Faye! umm.. Fahad can u meet me, Reema and Zain at the garden near your house since no one goes there!

Fahad: Akeed, bas shfeeha Zain!

Me: umm... Zain lost her memory... *i said in a really low voice*

Fahad: HA?!!

Me: min gal ha sima3!

Fahad: mi9ijich!

Me: ee fahad. w ehya taby etefaham la2ana 7aleyan she only remembers me, Reema, Mayyar and... you...

Fahad: but why me... she forgot about me...

Me: before she remembered us the doctor told us that there is a possibility for her to remember the people important to her... and i guess your one of them...

Fahad: but i thought...

Me: i know, we all thought that she forgot you and moved on but i guess destiny gave you another chance...

Fahad: i guess it did...

Me: so meet us tomorrow at 6 pm...

Fahad: okay..

Me: k, bye!

Fahad: thank you, bye...
     i just hope he doesn't break her heart again... I swear i would crush him and feed him to the dogs if he ever tries to break her...

 ZAIN'S POV:

     she stopped talking and she put the phone down. then she told me and Reema to be ready tomorrow at 6pm. we went out to the people and explained my flashback (we only told them the one about the pic not the one about fahad) and they were happy for me....

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     so after hours of trying to convince "my mother" that i should sleepover at Reema's so they can help me remember... she said okay... so we left and now we are in the car on our way to the garden, i was wearing this:
Reema:


Faye:
















     Its now 5:34pm and we just arrive to the garden, aawwww <3 how sweet he came early. he looked so HOT with his messy hair! i fell in love with him the minute i saw him! but wasn't i in love with him before? why does he look so sad when he s=looks at me? is he sad for me or because of me? was i playing him or was he playing me? did i break his heart or did he break mine? all faye and reema told was that i saw him with another girls got mad and broke up! but did i let him explain? ugh... all these questions were going on in my head i didn't notice that we were now sitting on the four swings facing each-other! i was next to reema and faye was next to fahad.. they were both giving him death stares that scare the fuck out of me! what DID he do??

     Its was quiet until i decided to break the silence:

Me: So how did we meet?

(HE LOOKED HURT AS I ASKED THE QUESTION??!)

Fahad: Umm... in a kitchen.. *chuckle* well you see, inty kinty nazla tishrebeen may w... *someone cut him off*

............: w shno? matisti7een 3ala wayhech Zaino! w int! *a tall figure approached us and went straight to fahad and punched him right in the face and he fell on the ground and his nose was bleeding*

 





























he turned aroud and i got a closer look to find.......






















































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sorry guys i wont be posting for a whole month i got exams + im moving so wish me luck and dont worry im gonna post as soon as i finish exams ;D love you guys so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much! i will miss you! <\3 :')

-S

Saturday, 29 December 2012

Cyber Love: Chapter #15

     he looked at me confused "its you who didn't let me explain, you just jumped to conclusion and went straight into another guy's arms! AlJazi is my cousin Zain..."

     i looked at him shocked, confused, you name it. mixed emotions that i cant explain. when suddenly everything went BLACK.

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NOBODY'S POV:
   
     Sara(Zain's mom), Mansoor(Zain's dad), mayyar(zain's sis), 5aled(mayyar's husband), 3bdalla, Faye, and Reema were all sitting around Zain's bed in the hospital room just praying that she wakes up after her coma that lasted 3 weeks and 2 days. well all of you are confused so let me tell you the basics you need to know... When Zain blacked out after hearing the news from Fahad she fell but before hitting the ground she hit her head to one of the chairs that were in the theater room really hard that she got into a coma, Fahad carried her to his car and took her to the hospital quick then called 3bdlla and told him that he FOUND his sister on the floor of the screening room after watching a movie.

     Yes, Fahad is still madly in love with Zain and he thinks all this is his fault and he will never forgive himself until she wakes up! He visits every now and then since he didn't want to disturb the family by visiting everyday he just goes to the reception everyday to ask about her state and hears the same old crushing words "I'm sorry but she hasn't woken up yet..." and goes back home and locks himself in his room and stays there alone he hasn't even gone to collage for the past three weeks ever since the accident.

     back to Zains room. everybody is in a depressing state. Faye and Reema have been secretly skipping school to stay with Zain. 3bdlla also has been skipping collage. her mom and dad 3alla 7a6at'hum ma ti7arikaw min their seats. mayyar has been visiting everyday even though she was 7 months pregnant now, and her hubby comes from time to time depending on his work...

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Zain's POV:

     I can hear crying and whispering. i slowly opened my eyes to find myself in a white room and im somehow in the middle of it sitting in a white bed and people around me and wires connected me to a machine. i needed water so i sat up straight and everyone was just staring at me shocked and a boy quickly ran out of the room i was confused why, but im still very thirsty i took the water bottle next to me and drank it and as soon as i put it down this woman came and hugged me while crying her eyes out and saying "el7imdella... il7emdella ya raby raja3tly bnayty" i quickly backed off and said "meen inty??! shtabeen feeny?!"

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3bdlla's POV:

     as soon as me and the doctor came in i heard Zain tell my mom "meen inty??! shtabeen feeny?!" WTF!?? no, no, no, no plz say its a joke. I quickly went to her and said "Zain, 7beebty ma tit'thakereen ay a7ad hena? walla ana? o5ooch elly 3umra marifa'9lach 6alab! Zayoon ballah mi9a5a yalla 3ad..." she was looking at me like i was a freak and said "ana ma3indy o5o?" and right at that moment a tear fell out of my eye. i haven't cried for years and now she comes and forgets me, her own brother! its just too much to take in. i looked back to find my mom as shocked as i was. i looked back at the doctor who was looking at the devices next to Zain "whats wrong doc?" he looked at me and said "this is just temporary amnesia its very normal with patients with her case, this will stay for a maximum of 8 months"

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Zain's POV:

      as soon as the doctor said that i asked him for privacy and he said okay and lead the people outside! its hard to take in. O5OOCH-BNAYTY-AMNESIA its too much! i don't remember anything from my past! i am now free from all the wires and i started walking around the huge hospital room i found one huge blue orchids and white roses gift bouquet:
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*Flashback*:

     i was sitting on a huge rock next to a lake writing in a tiny black notebook and this tall HOT guy walks up behind me and kisses my cheek and sits next to me holding a bouquet:
     i took it quickly and hugged him saying "7beeby Fahoody shloon 3iraft iny a7ib ell white roses and blue orchids, a7ebeck, a7ebek" as i was letting go he said "A3shegech!" and kissed me, a peck on the lips to be exact! i giggled shyly and thanked him again.

*End of Flashback*

     i sat on the chair thinking (WHO IS FAHOODY? WHY WERE WE KISSING? WHAT WAS THAT PLACE NEAR THE LAKE?) i looked at the chair next to me to find a phone and looked to see the display picture as me and one of the girls that were in my room today wearing very similar red dresses!

*Flashback*:
     
     me and one of the girls were sitting on the sofa wearing the cutest dresses ever:
     i was all dressed up in:


     and the girl next to me was wearing:

     i screamed my lungs out saying "Fayoo w way3a binti2a5ar 3ala 3irs mayaroo, bitithba7na" she came down saying "inzain latzineen kany yaya"
 
  and she came down wearing this:


     we all laughed at our typical similarities and then i said to the other girl "Reemoo 9awreena" we took pictures and left...

     *End of Flashback*

     i quickly ran outside and found the people i saw earlier who are apparently my family and pulled the two girls into the room without saying a word... i pointed at the girls phone and said "malich 9a7?" she shook her head indicating a yes i quickly opened it to see the picture ya3ny inty Faye" and then pointed at the girl next to her saying "w inty Reema 9a7?" they looked at me surprised and quickly hugged me i hugged back and they asked me how i remembered and told the about the too visions i had and they laughed when i said visions and said that they were flashbacks because they are memories then they told me about Fahad and what i told them that i needed to call him they gave me my phone and they went to contacts and went to the FAHOODII<3 button and called he answered saying while gasping i can tell he was surprised:

Fahad: "Zain!!?"




























-S

Tuesday, 25 December 2012

Cyber Love: Chapter #14

IT WAS RASHID!! DANCING WITH ANOTHER BLOND GIRL!!!!
     i mean what is he doing here? did Reema know about this? Does he come here often? he was grinding her until he saw me! he stopped and started staring! my eyes started to tear!!



what the hell is he doing here with HER?

     I quickly turned around and ran out crying. Reema was right behind me. he was about to follow me but that blond bitch didn't let him, she pulled him into one of the rooms! Was he fuck'en playing with me! did he really mean it when he said he loved me! i should have known he would do this, just like his brother! I mean how am i supposed to learn how to love if u get hurt so many times :( i called my driver told Reema to enjoy her time and left i opened my journal and wrote this:

You never know
You can never tell
If the guy u love
Has really felt

The love you give
The life he takes
You will end up with
The same old mistakes

It's easy to like
It's okay to love
But the worst thing is
You never forget

Oh oh ooh oh oh ooh

Weather he was
Your first, second, or third
He will be a memory
Unlike your last love bird

He makes you feel
Like the only one
But does he do that
To another hun

It's easy to like
It's okay to love
But the worst thing is
You never forget

Oh oh ooh oh oh ooh

You hold on
He lets go instead
You want him to stay
But he's a disappointment

He breaks your heart
You have the right to be crushed
But you can't stay like that
Life has many others to trust

It's easy to like
It's okay to love
But the worst thing is
You never forget

Oh oh ooh oh oh ooh

You love another
He does the same
Until you find
The perfect soul-mate

Your life depends on you
Your heart, and your brain
You can't go ahead
Thinking his sources were main

Love is the answer
To all your troubles
But if it's not meant to be
You better be careful

It's easy to like
It's okay to love
But the worst thing is
You never forget

It's easy to like
It's okay to love
But the worst thing is
You never forget

Oh oh ooh oh oh ooh
Oooooooooh

You never forget him...

((TRUE FACT: IF I GET MOODY AND REMEMBER STUFF THAT HAPPENED IN THE PAST I RIGHT SONGS, AND I WROTE THIS ONES WHICH IS KINDA RELATED TO THE STORY SO...))

     i stayed in my room for the rest of the day, he kept calling but i ignored him... So this is how it feels to actually love some one but loose them well let me tell you IT SUCKS AS HELL i cried myself to sleep and woke up the next morning with a major headache!

     Reema called and told me to come over with no exceptions she already called my mom and she agreed -.-'' i wasn't in the mood for anything so i wore this:


     i didn't even put make-up or anything, i didn't comb my hair i just tied it into a ponytail. i quickly said goodbye to my mom so she wont criticize my clothing and went out to the driver's car but he was busy so i had to go with 3bdlla. great. i climbed into the car and he started the car without even talking i guess he was in a bad mood to, good no talking, so i wont get the erg to cry. i just sat there staring out the window. we arrived and he only said "Yalla wi9alna" i just shook my head as in OK and thanked him and entered the house. I went straight to her room and just sat on the sofa waiting for her to finish showering or peeing, i don't really care okay.

     She suggested we eat breakfast out so we went and turns out she had a date and i was her cover :) just great... so i told her i would watch a movie till she's done and she said okay, i went and chose the first movie i found and it was Jab Tak Hai Jaan and Indian movie about An ex-army man, leading a double life in London, that must choose between his wife and muse.i was crying through most of the movie, not because the movie was sad but because i was really depressed, why did he get jealous at times if he was cheating on me at other? or was he just acting for me to believe the act? this is fucking messed up!

    when the movie ended i headed to the exit but right as i was about to leave i remembered that i forgot my phone. i turned around with my red puffy eyes and a tissue in my hand ready to walk back in and i took my phone heading out but i couldn't see clearly form my teary eyes so i bumped into a guy and was about to fall but i help on to his shirt and he held me by holding my waist. i wiped my tears straightened myself looked up to find Fahad just as shocked as i was looking into my eyes. i had flashbacks and remembered all the good times we had. i had to pour my heart out i can't handle this so all i said was. "Why? first you now your brother? whats wrong with your fuck'en family ha?"

     he looked at me confused "its you who didn't let me explain, you just jumped to conclusion and went straight into another guy's arms! AlJazi is my cousin Zain..."

     i looked at him shocked, confused, you name it. mixed emotions that i cant explain. when suddenly everything went BLACK.

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hope u enjoyed it...and to the people who asked, me and the other S are still friends ;D ind she is NOT a friend she is a SISTER.. luv you sis ;*

-S